with a big BLAH on my face

Okay so everyone is out having fun after SPM and all I want to do is stay home and emo.

Except now I'm emoing about staying home wtf.

PMS after SPM ka.. . . . . .

(dear god I hope not)

I hate it when I dig myself into an awkward hole where I say things that don't come off just quite right, and then I screw up because of it.

And things become awkward.

Not cool.

My mouth is not connected to my brain I swear.

Comic Fiesta coming soon...need to get my costume done.

GAIZ~!

Let's do this~! ~! ~! XD

hold the S because i am an AINT

hello babies and monsters

it's the LAST DAY OF SPM TOMORROW.

econseconsecons.

i'm so nervous, i MUST do well or i'll hit my head on a wall until i die. =.=

but but but freedom is SO CLOSE.

bought the mask i'm using as a base for my SH nurse mask today and i gotta pray i don't screw up papier mache-ing it..

whateverrr freedom is near i'll update when i taste the awesome.

Thought process

(Yes, I fell asleep rereading Harrison Bergeron for the umpteenth time, sue me.)

Lit tomorrow and I'm a little nervous. Need to really time myself o_O

I randomly thought about how many times I've changed my goals and aims and hopes just because I figured I wouldn't be good enough to achieve what I wanted to be.

I wonder what my goals would be today if I had never thought I would be a failure.

Room-ness

Newroomcomingnewroomcoming w00t

Thinking of painting two walls cream and two walls kinda dusty rose-ish.

Not *too* vibrant because I don't want to destroy my own eyeballs every time I bangun pagi.

Probably gonna paint it myself too so if any of you wanna come over and help, sure thing 8D

I saw this freaking awesome clock yesterday and I want to get it for my room now. owo

I think I developed a thing for clocks.

Went out with Zi-Lynn yesterday and fell in love with a whole lotta stuff.

Small wallet = i cry nao

Suddenly working on my birthday doesn't seem so miserable after all.....

I gorenged Moral, FML?

Three down

6 more to go. XD

I NEVER HAVE TO WRITE A KARANGAN EVER AGAIN!

I NEVER HAVE TO WONDER WHAT THAT STUPID BUTTERFLY DRAMA IS ABOUT EVER AGAIN!

I NEVER HAVE TO REMEMBER ISLAMIC HISTORY EVER AGAIN AND WHY NABI MUHAMMAD RAN OFF TO MADINAH!

(I only realized Turki Uthmaniyah was the Ottoman Empire a DAY AFTER my history paper FAIL)

(history sucked, FYI.)

Math on Monday and Joseph is gonna eat me alive tomorrow and the day after.

Oh well, at least the worst papers are done! xP

~overflowing confidence LOL~

Before I die.

LOL, so melodramatic.

Things that are not fun:

Sore throats, coughing up a lung for an hour before I can sleep, not being able to absorb enough freaking history and BM.

Being somewhat broke.

Probabilities.

Waiting for SPM to be OVER.

Things that are a lot more fun:

People

Life AFTER SPM

Finally learning how to drive (eventually, people..)

Art exam, I don't know why I'm so psyched about it either

..Probabilities ;D

Working on that SH Nurse costume in a two-week rush after SPM.

Hanging out with Mike when he comes down.

I'M THINKING POSITIVEEEEEEEEEE.

BUT.

If I die from all this SPM insanity, people.

I love you all veli veli much okay.

Bai. ♥